What was i trying to prove? Ive got no darn idea.
Well, i gave school a miss today,
i told myself that i needed a break from what was tormenting these days.
School, i really don't like.
Whats been motivating me to go to school are really just my friends.

Why do i have a feeling that i may be letting myself down and everyone.
My mom's friend committed suicide yesterday, it was due to depression.
I question myself hard, spent 50 fucking dollars ; taxi,coffee,food,intoxication, then taxi again
Why am i dreading it after 3 fucking years, why am i not motivated for the last few months. why?
Fiddlesticks.

Is this what i really want?
Why am i ranting? Or is this the aftereffects of 5 cancer sticks.

s^3 g.